Guilt

The guilt residing is slowly seeping into my unsatisfied self centered heart. 

I'm beginning to see the lack of self- discipline designed to delicately direct my destiny.

It's difficult to recognize the rebellious reasoning that reality recurrently racks in my mind. 

Oh Lord I continue to fail at this logical list of liberating guidelines and I feel like a failure for forgetting the fatherly love that follows the free will fortunately given. 

Help me to do this right, help me do this to glorify your notable name 

Help me to not screw up the most precious thing you've given me 

Help me Lord to do this the way you envision it 

Pure and guilt free.