Sunday, December 21, 2014

I'm Just Tired

I Hate Hearing It

How can you look at me the way you do
and not possibly think " I love you"

How can you hold me that tight
and not wonder, what if ? maybe? might?

How can you take me out to sea
and still say "you're not meant for me?"

How are there no feelings there
when you do so much to show you care?

How can you ask me if I want to stay
but tell me "I don't feel that way."

I just don't get it, I don't understand
why don't you want to hold my hand?

I make you laugh, you make me smile
why don't you stick around a while?

Take it slow, see where it goes
maybe we will get on the same road

but No! You don't like me!
You're my brother, just family!

and I have to realize that!
What about you mister welcome mat?

Obviously there's a problem here
I don't think you're thinking clear!

Look at other relationships!
What's the difference in our friendship?

I think you just need to realize
that you're telling yourself a bunch of lies!





Not Mad, Just Hurt

You piss me off like no other
You say you don't but you still love her
You looked at me that way
and held me close and would say
the same damn things
Yet you didn't love me
How could that be?

I want to be furious
and make you feel bad for making me curious
of what could possibly become
a great story of true love

But when I see you I cant help but smile
You make my heart stop for a while
The way you talk and make me laugh
I completely forget about my past

Why do I do this?
Fall in love with people who are clueless
and don't realize that I'm easily hurt
I wont tell you 'cus I don't think its worth
You seeing that I'm not that strong

But this has gone on way too long
I don't want to say it but
                     ...
             
I'm in love with someone who faked it