Saturday, May 31, 2014

Pinocchio's my brother

Lord my dreams are nothing without you
They're merely just thoughts in my head
Everyday I strive for them to come true
but on my own they're just dormant, dead

I get selfish, determined and stubborn
and strive to do things on my own
Try to prove that I'm worth something more
then the little girl you've known

I get up on my high horse
When one thing goes my way
"Who needs a Geppetto?"
That's child's play

I am the one who worked so hard
I am the one who did it all
I am the one who will get the glory
I am the one who cannot fall

This is when things come apart
and we ask God "Why my frail heart?"
When we've done nothing but good things
but its him who controls the strings

We are exactly how God wants us to be
and he knows of our journey
He'll let us be a real boy
As long as we give him the glory.



Wednesday, May 28, 2014

Pulverize Men's Sanity

Here we go again
My emotions making me love you
Taking me to places
I know could never come true

You don't love me like that
I know that too
but stupid emotions
they do what they do

I say I don't but I think 'I do'
but I can't say that
I'll lose you too

I won't say a word
I'll keep it to myself
Saying I'm fine
and nothing else

You're my friend
I'll leave it at that
not thinking about it too much
so feelings can't come back

Don't dig too deep
Remember I'm still a female
We change our last names
before its even legal

Trust me when I say
I'm not hurt
Its just a few days a month
no need for alert

If I could change one thing
it would definitely be
oh the bloody hell,
the once a month insanity

Wednesday, May 14, 2014

18

You my darling are strong
Stronger than you'll ever know
You have come so far
so never give up hope

Each beat is another step
another step to your story
that heart of yours is strong
so don't ever worry
you'll make it through today
I bet even tomorrow
so continue on this journey
but without all the sorrow

Yes you're human
but that's no excuse to fall
humans can still be strong,
proud, and stand up tall
because you, my darling
are the strongest of them all
 




Monday, May 5, 2014

Black Roses

Bleeding from the thorns
Look at the scars on her arms
A mask covering her darkness
Covering her emotions
Known for beauty but you wont find that anymore

Ruthless for death
Oh Lucifer give it a rest
She already has a blackened heart
Eventually its beat won't start
She crumbles into dust when she's held
            under your enticing spell!