False Silhouette

Have you ever made a choice
you cant undo?
Have you ever done something
that wasn't you?
Do you wish you can rewind
and go back in time?

Stop yourself right there,
when you think its harmless,
when you think it can't hurt,
when life seams timeless.

Show yourself the pain you'll go through,
tell yourself those thoughts are untrue.

Its not worth it, its all a lie
the devil is always going to try
to take down his biggest threat
but you believed the silhouette.

How could that be untrue
to me, it just fells good
Its normal, its right, there's no need to fight
there's nothing bad in sight.

You fool, its a  trap!
You walked right into it and cant go back.
Well you fell too far, there's no hope,
so give up now and don't look up.

Dig deeper, make it worse
don't tell anyone, its an ugly curse.
You cant do anything now
just fool everyone and take a bow.

You've become like me,
a liar, a thief.
I take pride in what you can't see.

You now live in hell
and I wont let you breathe.

Wait, what's happening?
This isn't me.
I know better
Why can't I see?

God are you there?
I'm tired and scared.
I made a bad compromise
and now I only hear lies.

Please save me?
I'm just slowly killing myself
I know I don't deserve it,
I know I'm not worth it
because I believed the liar himself.